A deep love without passion...

刚刚从Sungai Sumun回来。
确实一点来说是，刚刚考完MUET回来T.T

唉，越考越伤心！这次的listening很难！%>_<%
尤其是那个Speaker，每一题都讲到这么快，声音模糊又复杂！我完全听不明，也跟不到他在说什么！
害到我才开始第一题就就怔在那边………………-.-|| 有没有搞错?! 竟然出到这么难。
原本以为接下来会简单一点，结果还是一样！T__T
呜呜~~~ 这次的listening死定了！
可能又要重考了~~~~~~~~
啊啊啊！！我不要啊…………………………！！:::>_<:::

也许是个人问题吧，我很奇怪为什么很多人会说这次listening比上一次容易！
可是，我却觉得上一次没有那么难，我至少还有写下答案！
上一次的Speaker讲到比较清晰，慢慢讲的……不想这一次的…………T_T 复杂又难懂！呜呜呜……欲哭无泪啊 ::::::>__<::::::
我另一位朋友也是说这次listening她比较会写哦，反而上一次的她空着答案很多……

为什么我和他们的感觉不一样的??!!

反之我觉得Writing的部分还好…………
Report当然是去年年尾出的题目比较简单！至于Extended writing部分是出education的……因为我去年曾经写过，至少还记得一部分，所以觉得还可以，比较会写吧………………（= =）
反之很多人却说Writing部分的比去年艰难很多！他们想不出point...   = =|||
所以我觉得我的想法和感觉与他们相差十万八千里……> <

还有还有！Reading部分就真的是比去年来得简单啦~~~~ XDDD
希望我可以Score在reading部分，不要考出太烂的成绩出来！！T.T
因为基本上，我只有Reading可以score！

2012年

我多么希望日历里写的是2013年T__T
因为我是多么渴望这一年赶快过去！去迎接第二年的新年啊~~~~~
我不想考试了…………很难考哦~~~ :::::>__<:::::
我有许多心愿都想在2013年完成，所以2013年赶快到来好吗?

吼~~~ 最近的日子好苦…………
下个星期就是我们的初考了。考完试——放假一星期。
一星期后的一个月，又是年中考试了T__T
ok，没关系，考完试了再假期两个星期。
后来八九月间会有一场大考试在等着我们！那就是——Trial Exam!!!
Trial exam过后又放假~~~ 再后来又有一场更大、更重要的考试在“欢迎”我们的到来！
可是，我一看到考试的“样子”就觉得好恐怖！
因为考试害人不浅!!!
再后来………………就彻底放假了！=)

这一年，就是这么过完的。
这一年，我都是为了考试而过的T.T
(不是只有我，还有很多在为考试而努力的人~~~加油！)

OLD TOWN !!!  XDDD
这只杯子是去年我和姐姐在TF买“OLD TOWN White Coffee”时送的。
我每次喝咖啡都会带着它，有一种我现在就在OLD TOWN品尝咖啡的感觉^_^
赞！！

在这么多咖啡品牌当中，我算是最喜欢OLD TOWN牌子的咖啡^_^
它的味道嗅起来很香，是那种一嗅就能够为之一振的感觉！:）
喝进嘴里很美味~~~~甜之中又带有一丝苦涩的味道，我现在都能够想象到它的味道xD

而我现在在喝着“皇氏”牌子的咖啡（不用钱的，别人送的xD）
味道不错^^


分享一篇我看到过很优美的散文！！(*^__^*)~
(请一定要耐心地看完!! 因为真的很有意思哦~ 很唯美的爱情故事~~~^^ 我保证! XD)

A deep love without passion

My husband is an engineer by profession. I love him for his steady nature, and I love the warm feeling when I 'lean against his broad shoulders. Three years of courtship(恋爱) and now, two years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of my loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness(厌烦). I am a sentimental(感性) woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to  a relationship and my feelings. I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband is my complete opposite, has lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about love. One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce(离婚).


"Why?"He asked, shocked. "I am tired, there are no reasons for everything in the world! "I answered. He kept silent the whole night, seemed to be in deep thought with a lighted cigarette at all times.


My feeling of disappointment only increased, here was a man who can't even express his predicament, what else can I hope from him? And finally he asked me :" What can I do to change your man?" Somebody said it right, it's hard to change a person's personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him.


Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered :" Here is the question, if you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind. Let's say, I want a flower located on the face of mountain cliff(悬崖), and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death, will you do it for me?" He said :" I will give your answer tomorrow..." My hopes just sank by listening to his response.


I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy(潦草) handwriting, underneath a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that goes...

"My dear, I would not pick that flower for you, but please allow me to explain the reasons further." The first line was already breaking my heart, I continued reading. " When you use the computer you always mess up the software programs, and you cry in front of the screen, I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs.


"You always leave the house key behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you. You love travelling but always lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to show you the way.


"You always have the cramps(痛经) whenever your 'good friend' approaches every month, I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy. You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism(忧郁症). I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.


"You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes, I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails, and help to remove those annoying white hairs. So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand... and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the colour of the glow on your young face...


"Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do...I could not pick that flower yet, and die..." My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting... and as I continued on reading...


 "Now, that you have finished reading my answer, if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favoite bread and fresh milk..."


I rushed to pull open the door, and I saw his anxious face, clutching tightly(紧握) with his hand, the milk bottle and loaf of bread... Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he goes, and I have decided to leave the flower alone...


That's life, and love! When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness(单调). <3

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